we've all got both light and dark inside us what matters is the part we choose to action. That's who we really are.
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Jumat, 10 Juni 2011

7th - my ex boyfriend

my ex-boyfriend? weeeelll, kalau yang tahu blog saya pasti sudah banyak membaca posting tentang "mantan" saya ini. Posting-posting saya sebelumnya selalu membicarakan tentang dia (ehm, tidak selalu juga sih), apalagi postingan2 galau mengenai "perasaan", tentu saja itu dimaksudkan untuk dia. Agak ragu juga sih mau posting tentang topik yang satu ini, tapi yaah saya meniru keberanian si ndewi blogger, Dzikri Sabillah Anwar, untuk menuruti tantangan "30 days letter challenge" dan membuat posting tentang "ex-boyfriend" ini.

Sebenernya aku sudah kira-kira 5 kali pacaran. Tapi mantan yang paling aku inget ya yang satu ini, saat aku mencoba pacaran untuk yang ke-4 kalinya. Nah lo, aneh kan udah 5 kali pacaran tapi kok yang diinget mantan yang ke-4, biasanya kan yang paling diinget mantan terakhir. Nggak juga sih sebenernya, tapi orang ini yang paling berkesan buat aku. Gimana nggak berkesan coba, secara sudah sekitar 1,5 tahun aku pacaran sama dia dan... frontal aja, sampai sekarang aku masih belum bisa lupa sama dia, nggak tau kenapa.

Postinganku di blog ini tentang dia juga lengkap. Mulai dari jadian sama dia sampai sekarang pas kita udah pisah & sibuk sama kegiatan masing-masing. Tapi kalau cerita gimana putusnya sama dia kayaknya nggak ada, terlalu menyakitkan mungkin kalau ditulis *berlebihan*. Sekarang dia bersekolah di SMA Negeri 2 Surabaya. Sekolah yang letaknya bersebelahan dengan sekolahku, SMA Negeri 5 Surabaya. Sepertinya di sekolahnya sekarang ini, dia merasa jauh lebih nyaman dan disini dia bisa mewujudkan impiannya. Dia masuk dalam tim basket smada dan menjadi pemain inti. Memakai nomor jersey 10, nomor yang sama saat dia pertama kali masuk dalam tim basket surabaya. Mungkin smada memang tempat yang sangat cocok buat dia. Sekarang dia benar-benar fokus pada kegiatan yang benar-benar disukainya, basket. Cuma hal ini yang selalu aku inget kalau aku keinget dia dan membuat aku nggak ingin "mengganggu"nya lagi. Sekarang, dia jauh lebih bahagia & berkembang daripada dulu.

Hey boy, Febrijayanto Dony Saputra, thanks so much for all that you have been given to me. Thanks so much for your kindness, your time, your support and advice. Thanks for everything that makes me feel happy beside you. Thanks for the 1,5 years. Damn! i must realize it, you are unforgetable, maan :)
Semoga semua yang kamu cita-citakan, impikan, inginkan dapat terwujud and may God bless you, bro :))

6th - a stranger

a stranger? No, actually in my life there are soooo maaanny stranger around me. But, of course, i can't remember them perfectly. Sometimes, "a stranger" is also appearing in my dreams (i never meet them before). I think it isn't an important topic to discuss or to write, so let me skip this topic :p

Senin, 23 Mei 2011

#5 - my dreams

berhubung sebentar lagi ada UAS, impian jangka pendek saya adalah :

  • Lancar + sukses menghadapi UAS 2011.
  • Hasil rapor tidak mengecewakan.
  • Naik kelas ke XI IA 7 (yaa, its an IPA class hehe).
  • Bisa mengikuti rangkaian acara diklat senior ataupun pemantapan dengan baik.
and for my long-range dreams...
  • Bisa bikin orang tua bangga.
  • Bisa dipercaya orang sekitar.
  • Having a good skill in playing bass.
  • i can buy my own bass ( i really wanna have this :c).
  • Bisa berkontribusi lebih di SS yang saya ikuti (ceileh).
  • Lolos seleksi SNMPTN undangan.
  • Graduate pridely from smala.
  • Continuing my study in PHARMACY FACULTY
Hopefully i can make this list come true. Amin :D

Sabtu, 21 Mei 2011

4th - my siblings

Baiklah, saya tidak akan banyak berkata-kata, let's see the photos of my siblings...

Yon Hardiyan Tanto
23-10-1987

This is the photo of my big brother, seems like he is trying to look cool --"

and this is my little brother's photo..

Aloysius Daniel Hardiyan Tanto
31-12-1999

he's cute, isn't he? :>, but unfortunately he's very naughty cause he suffered autism syndrome. But its alright, cause of his autism, i think he is smarter than another kids hehehe.

iloveyouall my bro :D

Selasa, 03 Mei 2011

3rd - your parent

they met, married, and finally God gave me to them :)

my dad, Handoko Tanto (16.05.1958) met my mother, Fransisca Julius Sri Hartatik (18.06.1963) and then married her. They bring my brothers and me into the world. Thanks mom, dad because you've treat us patiently, even we feel so resentful to you, but you always forgive us. Thanks so much for everything that you've given to us, we cant turn it back to you as good as you've given to us. You're our everything mom, dad. Without you, we are nothing. Thanks for the life, the treat, the love, and the everything. You're the best parent. WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH MOM, DAD!

We promise, someday we'll make you proud of us :)

2nd - your crush

oh let me skip this topic
for this time i dont have any feeling to anybody and my heart doesn't have any empty space to be hurt again.
even, in reality i'm still loving the one who has ever been mine...

Senin, 25 April 2011

30 Days Letter Challenge

akhirnya terpengaruh juga, awalnya liat blognya anak2, ngapain nih anak2 pada repot2 ngikutin ini, eh lama2 kok kepengen juga. okay, let's start this :))

day 1 — your best friend
day 2 — your crush
day 3 — your parents
day 4 — your sibling (or closest relative)
day 5 — your dreams
day 6 — a stranger
day 7 — your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
day 8 — your favorite internet friend
day 9 — someone you wish you could meet
day 10 — someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
day 11 — a deceased person you wish you could talk to
day 12 — the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
day 13 — someone you wish could forgive you
day 14 — someone you’ve drifted away from
day 15 — the person you miss the most
day 16 — someone that’s not in your state/country
day 17 — someone from your childhood
day 18 — the person that you wish you could be
day 19 — someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
day 20 — the one that broke your heart the hardest
day 21 — someone you judged by their first impression
day 22 — someone you want to give a second chance to
day 23 — the last person you kissed
day 24 — the person that gave you your favorite memory
day 25 — the person you know that is going through the worst of times
day 26 — the last person you made a pinky promise to
day 27 — the friendliest person you knew for only one day
day 28 — someone that changed your life
day 29 — the person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
day 30 — your reflection in the mirror

i've read this in any blog. Chiki, Bida and Ester posted it too haha, but i repost it from chikianwar.blogspot.com c: